Oh let's not forget, she knew me as a guy that would have 3 or 4 beers a nite and watch football all day on Sunday.

I didn't want to do that either, I was in a shell.

I'm not doing that either, for me and I know that's frustrating her too.

She is seeing someone not be a victim and it is driving her nuts and I am happy and upbeat and positive and not asking what she is doing.

Things that I wasn't before, that I wanted to be.

There is most of my plan guys for me.