With one last time slot available to meet, H called to say that he's too busy this week and next to meet to discuss D. Also said that he hasn't spoken to a L yet. At least he called.
I've become more resolute in my decision to go through with the D, suddenly feeling like I'm done mourning the loss of my M and ready to move on with my future to see what awaits. I do still feel sadness, but mostly for my boys and what they'll never have. And also for H, for what he's thrown away and for what his life has become. At 35, I've spent my last 15 years with H (the last 3 of which we spent S). I don't want to waste any more of my time. I love my H, but he's not my problem to fix.
Guess I won't have much to report H-wise for the next 2 weeks...
