UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Lost Rabbit]

Huge hugs Nell its certainly sounds like a tough day today! I can see where your councellor is going but as H seems so hesitant even declaring memories that you will cherish could only see the back end of him disappearing in a dust pile, certainly write it and hang onto it as it may have its place later on!

In the first two weeks my H went off on his "test separation" we had agreed not to contact each other and it was before I found my way here, I used to write a letter to him each evening on my laptop, only one was sent to him but it didnt do any good unfortunately all I got was a cold I understand but quite frankly dont care reply!

Hope tomorrow puts a bigger smile on your face!