T2~ THANKS for your advice.....(((((T2)))))....you are very wise and you gave me the courage to "go for it"!!!!!!!!! A full updtae will be on my thread...but I did tell my H tonight that I want to be friends now that this (d) is drawing to a close. He got very choked up and told me he wants me, in fact, he NEEDS me in his life becuase I will always be a huge part of his life.
I may be sobbing as I write this...but ultimatly I think I made a breakthrough for the future....thanks again, T2!!!
Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.... (thoreau)
A full updtae will be on my thread...but I did tell my H tonight that I want to be friends now that this (d) is drawing to a close. He got very choked up and told me he wants me, in fact, he NEEDS me in his life becuase I will always be a huge part of his life. 
