So sorry about all the lawyer stuff and D talk again. It really does make you wonder if OW is pushing him since it didn't seem from your posts like there had been any action for a long time. I know it is discouraging but it ain't over til it's over (and even then it may not be) and we know that God is in control and can rest in that with whatever happens.
It sure does seem like there is a lot of that MLC confusion (have you thought of posting in MLC?) - it is so strange to me tht he will write you a letter, be seeking a D, says there is no chance of reconciliation yet he seems to be home a lot and in spite of what he says about being uncomfortable being in the same house, it sure doesn't keep him away!
Sigh. I know this is all so hard. I'll join you on the curb to watch the parade go by. Should we throw candy (or something) at them???
BTW - I know exactly what you mean about hating him, yes you do, no you don't. I have moments where I honestly feel like I hate my H but then realize deep down I don't, just hate the behaviors and the fact that we are here. And sometimes that is WAAAAAY deep down. They say the opposite of love isn't hate, it is indifference so I guess it is good I don't feel indifferent.
Hope your day today was better. Remember - the joy of the Lord is your strength! You are in my prayers.
They say the opposite of love isn't hate, it is indifference so I guess it is good I don't feel indifferent.
