(((Lola, Mishka))) they don't benefit him I guess so it slithers to the back of his brain. He hasn't got back to me on that stuff yet. The vet is the most urgent, he'll just have to fill out the claim and deal with it this time. Of course he will do that straight away as it is for Maple, anyone else but me eh.
I know I shouldn't be negative but when you have taken last place for so long and been so undemanding as I have of him over the past year it grates a little. I could have caused so much more fuss throughout this whole thing!
Hey Samina, I was thinking about you the other day. How are you?
I hear what you are saying. I am going no contact at all now. I just really don't want interaction with him at this point. I think the cat insurance and the bank account were the last things, our lives were so intertwined! You are so right about living for now and not worrying about the future and also what you said about giving the heart time to heal too really hit home. It has taken me a long while to work out how to heal my heart and now I can see the path, I think no contact is the only way. I am doing what is best for me now and not considering him at all, after all he hasn't considered me for the past two years. Or, if he has, he has gone onto do what the hell he likes anyway.
