My Lord, I just noticed that you are on page 92 on hear. Are you the record holder or what.
I hope all is well with you.
Not sure why you continually feel the need to support/defend your position and stand for your M to anyone else. ?? Seems almost like a waste of time and energy to me. If what you are doing in your life is good enough for you and good enough for our God then it is. That is what matters.
You have my prayers. Just keep growing in the Lord. All the strength you need is found in Him.