The more I look at my situation and listen to feedback the more I'm moving toward pulling out for W's sake. The evidence seems to point at an irreconcilable situation given the mistakes I've made.
It's a little sad because no one here really knows the whole situation. I've gone out of my way to make sure I represent her in the best possible light. Anyway, I made the biggest mistake so I own the whole ball of wax. I need to just suck it up and take responsibility for that.
Maybe my moral compass is off or I have a character flaw but it just seems that I am never worthy of forgiveness.
Stop thinking in absolutes. Google Martin Seligman and "Learned Optimism."
Change your thinking and you will change how you feel. Change how you feel and you can take productive and healthy action.
You can handle it.
Cheers Coach
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
