So should I go to mediation as he wants even though I don`t want us to separate-feel at the very least we should work on us before letting marriage go. But don`t want to force him to stay either?
H stayed away all evening. Home briefly for something to eat though I was gone with the younger two at the time.
No improvement. No huge tension either.
He is sick-has a form of arthritis that has just flared up now. I did ask if there was something i could get him knowing he was in pain. But no.
He doesn`t look well.
But I know that`s not my problem.
I`m GALing away. Happy enough most of the time actually. Can see lots of blessings in all of this.
