I am discouraged. I dont know where to go from here. I dont know if he will ever come around. I think he will be stuck in the basement forever. Last night for the second night in a row I had to go to bed early because he was drinking and I did not want him to say anything to me. I just feel so stuck. Stuck in limbo. I dont know what to do..No amount of weight or space or anything will change this...I feel down.
