I am still going to 'fake it until I make' one way or the other when I am around my W. Even though I have bad days when I think about the finances, I WILL NOT show it to her. I came home last night, and was humming music to myself to keep a smile on my face, and W was watching TV. I had to do some work from home last night, so was racing around trying to get ready to login to work, and W asked me a question about something that was on TV. I wasn't watching, so had to tell her that, but she was upbeat when she asked.
This AM after short sleep due to working late, I am working from home today, so I got to see d8 off to school, which is good, and W was again upbeat and cordial, talking about her day yesterday, and d8's so I remained upbeat with her as well, and wished them both a nice day at school/work.
W has second day of co-parenting class tonight, could be why she is upbeat, getting this thing moving, but who cares, I can't mind read, just her starting the interactions with me this AM is small positive, so got to keep that in mind..
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
