Hey Oz Well, C was OK tonight after almost a two week hiatus with no sessions due to work.
Biggest challenge was that C has gone from believing that H is done to thinking that he may be having a change of heart by the way that he offered to do a few things for me last week (fix the insurance and the cupboard door)!
Anyhow, she suggested that I write him a letter telling him some precious memories that I have and how they are my gift that I will carry from our M through my life. She said that I should not expect an answer and that when I present him with the letter at the end of our next meeting (goodness knows when that will be) I should tell him that it is my gift to him. I kind of know where she was going but I'm not sure that he would accept the letter with good grace. I may just do it as an exercise and to see how much I can muster - she wants me to monitor my feelings as I am writing. What do you guys think of this??
C was saying that she thinks H pulls back at the end of all of our meetings as he is feeling too comfortable and may be frightened that he will give in to his feelings. I don't know.
I'm kind of feeling stuck in the middle right now - not feeling very up as it's Day 4 of n/c and today was really difficult, but that leads me in to answering Rabbit's post.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
