after fighting so hard to keep him, it feels awful when he says he wants to work on M and I say no because saying and doing are two different things, especially with him. I say that I want to be with him but am I really giving him a chance when I am saying we can't be together for now? I don't have to explain to anyone here that it's irrelevent whether he deserves one or not. I just don't know if there's any hope of us being happy together. I also want to know I did everything I could, and I don't want to regret it either way. I don't want to move on, I want my husband, but a version of him who doesn't cheat on me and makes me feel loved, and maybe that person doesn't exist?
