well one thing for sure that drove her nuts, is i was impulsive and that i never listened. the thought hit me and i acted man and she knows I was busting my butt so when we were 42 we could go do stuff and she'd say something and I always had a solution. Some of the other stuff was add related, which ok I pace and don't sit, i can learn how to be organized and not forget stuff. But sitting,ughhh.
Patience, i'm learning it.
I've been wanting to not smoke for a long time, that is probably the most important thing to D.
My S he just wants his dad, man I know he's hurting, he has become more and more withdrawn, tonite taking and coming from practice he hardly said a word, it's been like that the last couple times.
Tonite i picked up their favorite snacks and drinks, i'm going to figure out a way to put them in the fridge for them tomorrow, so when they get out of school the snacks are there.
Noticed wife put halloween decorations all over the place, some are even the neighbor's, one of these days I'm going to beat him up. We didn't decorate for halloween before and she knows that was my favorite holiday, never missed taking a kid out. I'd walk until they begged to come home, still have candy from last yr. Til maybe now.
