Future, I suppose that Im sad that my H couldnt pull it together. But Im glad that I tried so hard to save my M, I think that I would have some serious questions if I had given up when he did. I was sad for a little while, but Im ready to move on, to find new, exciting ways to live my life. He is being wimpy and aimless isnt he?!

I havent talked to him since he left. And I dont really mind. I read another post on here where a woman referred to her M as a "detail" so she could keep her insurance. I hope that I can get out of it before thats all it means to me. I still place a very high value on M and I dont think that it will ever not have a significant meaning to me.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...