Thank you DB friends for your encouragement and support

I never found out what really happened to xh in ER
He said he had food poisening..I deont believe him

He continues to come to work slurring and looking kind of sluggish
I told him we cant go onm like this and I want him to leave
or buy him out
this will be a legal matter
I have to get him out of work or he will bring it down
He refused to train new driver I hired to replace him
He is so stupid and obviously shows NO consideration for his children at this point
he told D14, hwe could not see her this week--UNTIL MOM AND ME STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT
Im so tired of his BS and now for soem reason I am ready to REALLY let go
I may ask him to not visit the kids as well for now until he gets help if ever
He said He doesnt have a problem as his lip quivered and his eyes sunken

Somehow noew for the first time in all of this I feel empoweed
nothing he can do can hurt me anymore
Hes done it all
abandond his kids
M that b**tch
ruined our business
he is a drug addict
I dont love/want him anymore
and I will not spend the rest of my life covering for him at work and with kids
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow