I got a call from my attorney today... She told me that H called her. He told her he filed a response to my response( that I filed in December) in the court. * I knew that locking briefcase was out for a reason. Today I noticed it was not in the office any longer but back in his bedroom. My attorney said she can't believe this man doesn't have his own attorney that he is doing this himself. She also asked him if there was a chance of reconciliation and he said NO! She asked him if he has talked to me about the D and he told her I wouldn't talk to him. I then told her he has never approached me to talk about anything except for the eight page projection letter. She said she would like a copy of that letter, but I really don't want her to have a copy. She said he was stopping by her office today to give her a copy of what he filed with the courts. He still probably doesn't want me to have anything much. After that projection letter, I'm even more sure I want everything I'm entitled to. He is such a schmoozer, he will probably try to really schmooze her over.
I am good. I am strong. I'm not really falling apart like I had in the past. It's amazing how far GOD has brought me. If H asks me if my attorney said anything to me, or if he knows attorney told me and asks about it, I'm not going to get in a R talk. I'll just tell him my heart goes out to him.
Last night we had dinner together, and he made us dessert. He even told me dinner was very good tonight. Just when I see signs of old H, WHAM I fall down from that rug being pulled out from under my feet. I want so much to tell him how I feel about this MLC of his and what this has done to my life. I won't though. As I have read that this just makes him worse.
I was really hoping he would come out of this tunnel before this D happens. Skank must really be pushing him hard lately. I will not waver, I am still going to stand strong.
