Wow! I don't log on for a bit and look at all I miss!
Glad you are hanging in there.
You seem to be navigating these waters pretty well.
Glad the LL thing worked out for now. I wouldn't do anything for her though w/o a written agreement lol. She already stabbed you in the back a few times.
I still have my down days. Usually triggered by some familiar memory or scent (since I've been NC so often I've stopped counting). Even 2 1/2 yrs later, it hits me sometimes. I still can't always make myself believe that it's over. But you are definitely making progress on detaching.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2