Believe ME, you're H doesn't know what he wants from one minute to the next...not from YOU, not from Himself, NO ONE.
HE is on his own little hellish nightmare of a roller coaster, and he can't jump off either.
You asked what kind of idiot you were....YOU'RE MY kind of idiot, and Kitti's and Deb's and LL's and Tal's and Sage's etc etc etc.....WE are loving idiots and that's who we'll always be...And that AIN'T such a bad thing to be.
You just have to be patient....you know, the opposite of what I am.
You love him, you'll make it, but it hurts, it really really sucks....but YOU are in control of whether you make it or not.
Don't be crazy like me....be determined and stick to YOUR GOAL.
Hugs 2U
T2