nc~ thanks for your post. I will most definately admit that im not the easiest person to live with sometimes, i am extremely stubborn, but If I am wrong I have no problem admitting it, h on the other hand just can't do it.
Fallgirl- Thanks for your words. Everything your saying is very true, its doing them that is hard. I guess when you have little ones at home, you get swallowed up in their lives and what I have to do for them, that we tend to forget what makes us happy. Don't get me wrong, I would do anything for my children, and they make me happy more than anyone in this world, but between H and caring for them and the house and business, it takes its toll on me. H just doesnt care plain and simple.
Journaling~
We did have a pretty decent wkend. Went apple picking sat. and then sunday a parade. Had some drama with my mother, again, I don't know why that woman has no problem hurting me and in turn defends my younger sister to the hilt! On top of which my sister is incredibly selfish and demanding, while I am always there for both my parents.. more bs I don't need to deal with.
h is working today, but tomorrow he will be off.. worked a lot today, mondays are so busy for me. S6 didn't feel good last night and ended up sleeping with us.. that means no sleep for me... im beat.
Will post more later if I can.
Thanks guys.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
