I LOVE silence.....It's the quietest thing I have....
Too funny. I get sensory overload sometimes and then everything is off and the kids need to have earphones or be in their rooms (that's fairly easy with teenage D's).
Better hurry on your idea, could be a real money maker. Even if it's a pet rock thing, look at the $$$ he made.
I have been just stupidly tired. I'm not sure if it is my life catching up with me, depression, the flu or what, but man it is wiping me out. I can fall asleep, I just get up every hour so it doesn't feel like I get any rest. Ah, rest. Oh how I miss you.
I have this feeling ... like I want to relax, but am afraid to for some reason. Afraid isn't a good word for it. I don't know what it would take to get me to that point where I feel like I can let go. Exercise doesn't really help either. I'm not sure if it is tied to the whole D ordeal. Maybe my body is just telling me it is time to not be so wound up all the time. Ha ha. It is still morning and I'm already dreaming of sleep.
This is my big dilemma. I've spoken with Jim about this too. I'm just curious as to your take on it. I believe in that the MLC is a real thing. It would be hard NOT to. I have two thoughts about my W in relation to all of this.
1) Maybe she's not going through an MLC. Maybe she has another issue that she's not telling me. Even if that is true, it doesn't change how I respond to her. We've talked about that before.
B) I keep hoping that eventually she'll come out of the MLC fog or whatever. There's no guarantee that she'll talk to me about any of it even if she does. I think maybe this is my worry here. She may hit bottom, deal and move on. I could never know. If she's not in an MLC, this part never happens. If she is, it still might not happen.
I'm not looking for a guarantee ... just processing.
