I don't know why I continue to let him get to me. Maybe the negative attention I do get is something. I have no idea. I am very lonely. I don't feel appreciated nor attractive to anyone but a beautiful 18 month old who I adore, but sometimes you need more than that.

Today I am going to be bouncy, happy and on my way out the door when he comes to see baby.

The new me!


Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!