I heard back from insurance guy and he is willing to leave it as is until house is sold.

I texted W "X is going to leave the insurance the asme until the house sells to save money. I will mail you the bill."

I have not heard a thing back from the W on any of the texts that I have sent her in the past two days. Nothing really to reply back but not even any recognition.

I used to go over lunch to church everyday and pray for my M and my W on my lunch hour but I don't have the motivation to do that anymore at least not today. I am not even sure anymore as to why I want to save my M. Probably all that is left is the loss of what could have been or what should have been. That and going home to no one and not being able to share my life with my W.

"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33