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[RedSoxFan]

W was away for the weekend with OM. Sunday morning I was feeling down, previous night was a blast with kids and friends but feels bad when its not our family. I sat down Sunday morning and wrote W a letter. I'll share it in a followup post. She texted me Sunday and said she was running late, something about behind schedule, mechanical problems, etc. I really don't even know where she was or what she was doing. I didn't ask, she didn't volunteer. Kind of strange not to know in case something happened but I guess that's where we are. Seems like she has pulled way back over the last few weeks as I've tried to do the same. I've felt resentment. She's obviously going through stuff but I don't know what. Bothers me that I don't know and can't help but I earned that.

OK, so back to the text. She said she's be late and suggested I spend time working on homework with the kids so it wouldn't be chaotic (BTW she arrived home at around 10PMish)

So on Friday she texted me at the last minute asking if I could pick the kids up after school because she was going away for the weekend. She offered to have her parents cover for a few hours if I couldn't. She knew full well I wouldn't want that. I changed my schedule was there after school. Sunday roles around, she does the same thing she did last time they went away. Same thing she did a few weeks back when I covered for the biker memorial. What do I do, cancel my plans. Anyway, I'm sure I'm just going to be told that I should shut up and suck it up. Just getting things off my chest. Feeling really sad.