My sitch...long but please indulge me

[billclay18]

You know that I still have doubts as to whether or not this is where I need to be. But I did turn things around so at least I am the one making the decision. I needed to regain control of my own life.

I understand where you're coming from. I honestly don't know if I want my W back...SHE would have to make significant changes (it's all about her way to often)...but I do want to be in the position where she want's me back and it's my decision. Seems she's had the upper hand since the first time she mentioned D two yrs ago and it's almost like I was walking on eggshells since. Not a good feeling.

Thanks for sharing...I'm sure that's a time you'd rather forget.

On a lighter note...how's BF doing in football this week? I won one and am leading another, but my opponent has 2 guys going tonight.

P.S. I'm meeting a buddy to watch MNF tonight...he's my W's best friend's H. I trust him, but will avoid talking about W as much as possible.