Hi Nell and LR, I will always be around even if things work out.

Tonight we are back where we were, he has his key hidden again, came home and went to sleep on the couch. Think he probably got a bit put out tonight at the gym. It was my first time back after 3 weeks H arrives, I am still doing my training session with the trainer, as usual we are chatting and have a few laughs, H did not look impressed at all.

I had no real expectations so once again no disappointment.

Keeps getting up and walking behind me to see what I am doing again, insecurities back out again.



Trying to keep hope alive