Well, got W to sing with me tonight, then the boys came in and I played a few songs. One of them says, this is what weekends should be like, we just need popcorn!! Got them to bed, so I turned on Law & Order on TiVo and she sat and watched too.
She's touching me a lot lately, in sort of a "slap on the back" kind of way. As I mentioned, she rubbed my shoulders for a long time yesterday.
Said she was going to get her mom to watch the kids for Retrouvaille weekend, so that's good. She's particiating in getting this put together. Also asked if she could go visit her mom next weekend, which made me a little suspicious, but I'm almost certain is legit. From my pause, she asked me what was wrong, though, and I said it was fine.
I keep going back to that conversation we had about Retro, where she said that she likes the idea of spending an entire weekend with me, and said "there's a part of me that still loves you." Of course, she still seems resolved - seems concerned that I'm going to be disappointed.
I'll keep on pulling it together. Patience. Hope.
Oh hey, I've got appointment tomorrow with the new counciler. Will see how this goes...
