I was thinking about what you said last..your heart, calgon, etc. and maybe you should try to think of it as your opening on Broadway.
Think of yourself as an actress who knows all her lines, has been rehearsing all her parts to perfection I might add, and today is your opening! Of course, you would be nervous, you also might be sick to your stomach, you've had other openings but they didn't get very good ratings. You learned from your mistakes. You strengthened your weaknesses, you can do this, you know you can.
You know you are different, you know you can survive and will survive. You are an amazing woman and don't ever forget that.
If your H cannot see that then it's his loss. I like to tell myself if H loses me, he's losing the best thing that ever happened to him!!
