Today is the first day that I'm off since my H sorta kinda moved back in. Monday night while I was at work he brought a box with all his toiletries and hair care products. Some of his clothes were already here since he'd been staying here since the night before the hurricane hit.
He still hasn't gathered up the rest of his clothes from 'his place' if he hasn't brought them here by the weekend I will assume he is NOT sure about this move home and is keeping one foot 'out the door.' He has told me that he still hasn't seen or talked to the woman he's been renting from, so she doesn't know she's about to lose a paying tenant....that is IF she is going to lose one (?).
My H seems fine, comfortable and 'normal'...but MY stomach is in knots, and my heart's been racing these past few days. Maybe I'm just anxious, maybe I'm just nervous but I don't like the physiological symptoms I've been having...they're weird.
I have a zillion questions I want to ask my H.
I have another zillion ground rules I'd like us to set.
I have a 'haunted' feeling that I want to go away.
I am going to try to get a sense of calm. I'm going to TRY not to ask about his clothes etc... I don't know if I can do it but I'll try. I want to just WAIT and SEE what he does on his own. I've asked him about it now I have to leave it alone and see how long it takes him to follow through. T2
