So today has been ok. No mention of anything. We have been civil to eachother but not much else. I noticed she wore her wedding ring and band today - a little odd since she hasnt done that in over 12 weeks. Especially after last nights blow up. Since I work from home, I am trying to figure out a place to go work for the next few days. MAybe Starbucks or a mCDonalds.. Someplace out of the house where there are people. I have been thinking that would be a good idea. MAybe even a college library or something like that. Just to get of the house and not be around to risk any R or D discussions. I am tense that this week she will pull the R.I.P. cord on a divorce, but I really have no clue how the whole process works in our state so I dont know if she will or wont. She seems dead set on it, but perhaps once she gets into it, she will back off.
I have been working through detaching and preapring for that event. I know if it comes it wont be easy, but I will be able to pull through - One Day at A Time.
ME 41, Her 41 M 18.5 years T 19.5 years s - 12, 10 Bomb 7/12/09 Inhouse Seperation 7/13/09 - 10/1/09 She moved out 10/1/09 - present
