bluerain - I haven't had much contact since, except for some kid stuff. In fact, she's been mighty quiet. As usual, my feelings were to keep going with it and reconnect with her. When I realize she doesn't want to, I feel let down. Oh well, that's par for the course these days. She needs more time, and I fear OM is still involved, confusing her even more.
As for my goals, yes this does change things. I now know I need to keep working on healing myself, and keep giving her opportunities to express her healing to me. I now have a better idea where we need to get. I'm both excited and frustrated at the same time, because I realized how good it can be, but how far away we still are.
