I know Jeff. I was a bit melodramatic with a few drinks in me. I had fun out dancing, but everything I do seems a little hollow without him to share it with. This is just sooo frustrating. Sigh. Anyway, I've begun my transformation. I have a list of goals and the process is now underway. If he ever looks back and sees me, he's in for a surprise. :-D Things are good. I'm in much better shape with the apartment pressure off. Now I just need to stick away mad money so I can buy something. I took part in the yoga asanas for peace today with my daughter & former foster son. That was beautiful. Maybe I'm going to call what's his face soon and see what's the delay with my receipts. No contact is killing me.
