Exactly O'dog and the whole idea of them melting it down and sort of cleansing the metal by fire appealed to me too. Besides, its not like I could wear it anymore, so I just wanted it gone too.

Im just taking a break from studying for my physics test on tuesday. I hate not doing well, and this is a case where I just dont seem to be able to grasp the material. Its frustrating, and Im sure that H's visit didnt help me out as far as my ability to focus is concerned, but Im pretty determined to not let him ruin this for me.

Im thinking of retaking the CNA class so that I can sit for the licensure exam and get my license back, I had let it expire because the work made me miserable. But its a job, with benefits and I could do it over the winter and still work for FWS in the summer, so by doing something that I hate, it would allow me to still keep doing what I love in a strange sort of way. And I feel like I could afford to be a little more brave when it comes to a D. It really seems like a good decision, but when I think of going back to it, it doesnt make me feel very happy.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...