It's so hard to keep love in my heart for him when I'm so angry for what he's doing to my daughter and I. And I'm so fed up with marriages being treated like some casual high school relationship. And I'm tired of this lame excuse people give about not being happy - too bad! You made a commitment, stick by it. Do EVERY last thing you can to save your marriage. You owe it to yourself, your spouse, your family, your children and God.
How can you live with yourself when you run away, refuse to acknowledge the pain you cause, and won't talk about anything? Do you care about anyone but yourself?
Sorry...this is just a vent. But I feel like I could blow up.
No need to apologize. I often find myself thinking exactly the same way. Now I don't have to vent it myself ;-)