Well... you are right... guess we can be consoling of one another today. Got a message from H this a.m. cancelling our date today. Reason - just can't get past the past - is hurting over the fact that yesterday was the scheduled day for move - that HE cancelled and somehow he is blaming me. But he did it without verbalizing any anger - sounded honest for a change -wants to still work on the M but not today - maybe tommorrow - knows he is the one who asked that we put the past behind us... and we had a nice convo yesterday... but just isn't up to it today - said he might feel better after church and will call.
My reaction showed me where I am at this point... I wanted to call and tell him how hurt I am and argue him into it... or the other scenario was to call and tell him I am done with the M. Didn't like seeing that my only two responses to him are to argue or cut it off. So, I will not respond today. I have been journalling and listening to spiritual videostreaming episodes from my favorite intuitive healer.
Will keep checking in SO2 if you want to chat today.
