"I shouldn't have asked. But I guess I just wanted us to do stuff together as a family. I know the kids want that to."

Let's be honest here. Sure the kids may want to, but more importantly, you want to. You still need your fix of your W. She's like a drug to you.

You have to break that dependency on her.

Have you been getting the help many people have said you should get?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER