UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Eskimo Nell]

Good old Rabbit - the kick in the derriere that I probably need! I will read again through your words and try to formulate a plan - there is a lot of sense in there. It's just difficult to take it all in when the fog is upon you!

I know that you are right though and I will do as you say.

Thanks for sticking with me Rabbit ... it's a real see-saw as well as a roller coaster, isn't it?

Just feeling really sick today. I can't believe that he is sat there all on his lonesome and thinking that is better than being with his family here .... how can they WANT to live like this??