EB thanks for checking in as always. You're right, it's gotta be worth it - some day.
And thanks for the reminder I am not powerless. This has been my mantra tonight.
I fear he is with OW tonight because he was evasive. Holding my head high and doing small things for me.
Big day with MIL tomorrow. God help me.
I'm going to have no expectations of H (except that he be mean, scowly, blaming as usual - and of course skip out on the evening - lol). I'm going to play it cool, keep it light and positive, enjoy the day with my S.