Good day, I suppose. Rained all day. Despite the rain, I went for a run this afternoon, which I needed. I have always enjoyed running in the rain. Great way to clear my head.
Ran a couple of errands today. Fixed something around the house I had wanted to for a while. Made a major grocery store run for W (the rest of us too). Watched football the rest of the day with S and W - D5 flitted in and out - football holds none of her interest unless our mascot is on tv. Funny.
W, unlike the W of years past, was really interested in the games. She asked questions, made comments. W was txtg a good bit during the games, but made a point to tell me (I didn't ask) she was txtg a GF of hers about one of GF's friend's whose daughter had to be admitted to the hospital due to an upper resp. infection and a really high fever. Funny that she is going out of her way to tell me who she's txtg.
Joked around a lot with the kids and W throughout the day. Kept working on my active listening when W spoke to me. Really locked on for eye contact, but not in a "I'm crazy" kind of way.
Everything was normal, or whatever normal is for us now. I do miss her in my bed. Miss a lot of things. But, I'm still here. She's still here. And, even though I'm already dead, I'm not done fighting.
