he is separated, his divorce is on trial now...he is totally playing like a 20 year old...its fun to have a crush, i dont think it will be much more than that for now. who knows down the road, i do know we hit it off so we will see..

went to h's aunt today for the holiday. it was nice and fine yet awkward with my sister in law who barely said hello to me! i never did anything to anyone, all i ever did was be nice to her and watch her kids for her when she worked! unbelievable.

so i heard tomorrow when psycho ow goes to my in laws for holiday they are going to say she is my sil's friend, in case any of the kid cousins ask. imagine going somewhere and lying about who u are!

i am upset though. its not even about h, i can really say im over wanting him back, its more about her, the battle ive had with her, her harassing me and taking my place at their house.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09