I did really miss H. It was a family dinner, the kind we used to always come to together and observe all of the hilarity together...
I drank a wee bit and texted him, just friendly. Not something I think was a great thing to do but certainly not the end of the world. Problem is it is not sticking to my own boundary so it muddies the waters.
But, I want to sit down with him next week and go over money and logistics so I think a lot will change after that.