Ok last night I did a 180 for myself (finally)... I don't go out and I don't drink - I was on the way home from work yesterday and having a pity party about the fact that H has been gone for 10 weeks and then decided it was time to move forward and paint the town red... Went home - Got my Mom and Sister on board and we hit the town... I actually drank, ran into a very old friend, sang some karaoke, drank some more, hit a few bars and had a wonderful time... I didn't think and I felt no guilt for the first time in a long time - Thank you all for the advice! I will be going out tonight as well and I am looking forward to it Though tonight I won't drink as much - I am to much of a lightweight lol.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
