...it is hard for you to separate what you feel from what you think you "should" feel. For a long time you've let what you thought you "should" feel take the upper hand. It's going to take a while for you to adjust to allowing yourself to have your own feelings.
Oh, wow- that makes a lot of sense. I've been trying to figure out for the last couple months why I don't feel anything about the situation. I can't find any anger, disgust, sadness, I feel almost nothing- except maybe a little disappointment. That could be it.
That's also a symptom of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
