Save me from myself. I met some friends, we drank, we danced, we had fun. But I carry BF next to me. I wrote him a text and I'm almost drunk enough to send it. Says - "whatever I do, wherever I am I miss you. I intend no pressure. I know you don't want "us", and I will not bother that. In fact I admit this has been good. Just want you to know that I care about you and I miss my companion. Hope you are happy and well. Tell me.... was it real?" phone here, finger ready to send. It's friday night, his pool night. He doesn't have his son this wknd, he's probably just getting home too. Fair to guess he had a couple drinks also. I should engage the 24 hour rule, right?
