If you live your life for your own reason as well as you can, without worrying about how it affects your wife, you won't have any reason to second guess yourself. You are still playing the game of "if I do this, what will she do". I think you are past that point and to the point of just doing your own thing for your own reasons. She wanted out...why should it matter what she thinks about you?
You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Dr. Wayne Dyer
