Hey rob,

I MISS U! Yeah, it has been pretty good, and yes I am sure it is my insecurities...we did have a good talk about it and I put my PMA on and I promised him I would never bring it up again. He seemed happy with that just because I think he really felt ashamed that either I found it or that he really thought it to be discusting as he put it. Our sex life actually has been really great along with everything else. I am still a bit non-trusting and he and I discussed that the same time about the porn. I promised him that I would start working on me again (esteem issues) and he seemed really pleased, and we actually act like teenagers in love...I guess that is why I was so shocked to see that on the computer...

Thanks soooo much for lifting me up Rob...I really miss coming here...hopefully I can try to come on more often..

(((((BIG HUGS))))