How did I get here?

[wanttobebetter]

Well she got an apartment this morning. We get along and have good conversations but she just doesn't want to be in our house. she said she didn't even care if we got divorced because she is never getting married again. She told me to go dates even!!!

What do I do now? She asked me to keep the kids away from the house during the first of October while she moves. She doesn't want them to see the moving of stuff out of the house and the new apartment until she has it all set up. I was in a good mood last night but today I'm just down in the dumps. I'm letting her get the best of me...