More nothing from the uroligist today. My wife is getting very frustrated and we have no idea what to do next.
She was in a very bad mood after the appt today. I said little, other than "we can"t give up". I think all her health issues may contribute to her wanting to divorce. It's all too much for her.
One note: I am back to sleeping in our bed. But...I wasn't really ivited back. It's been more out of necessity - first due to my back problem (which is better now) and now due to my wife's illness. So..by default I have reached one of my goals, but it doesn't count. I was thinking of going back to sleeping on the futon, but I think that was just create a situation that is not needed. It could even lead to an R talk and we don't need that.
I am trying to remain positive and be a bright spot in my wife's life, but I think she just wants out of everything.
