I have been following along but not posted because I don't have any earth shattering advice - looks like people have posted some good stuff.
I am so sorry you are dealing with all of this and have this mediation now looming over your head. I know you can handle whatever is thrown your way. You have done a fantastic job of it so far.
Maybe this is what your H needs to be able to work through things. We don't know what the future holds and how it will play out but I know you are doing your best and are a great mom and will be a rock for your kids.
I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Have a great weekend!
