Since I have been sober for 12 days now and don't drink I probably would be able to control myself. But who knows also because my friends who support me said " your w has always been childish & nothing has changed, shes just more wreckless now than before." So if they come with me they probably will be the one to initiate the fight if there drunk. What a mess I just want to have some fun tonight for a change. Maybe I'm assuming too much.


Me:27
W:24
S:2
D:9 months
M:3 years
Together for 8 years
Bombed : 6/11/09
Moved out: 6/27/09
Found out about her affair 9/7/09
(she started her's at 6/25/09)
Begged n plead 7/25/09
started DB 8/17/09